I no longer have the energy for
and unnecessary conversations…
Standing here with …
* my home destroyed
* dreams laying at my feet
* every message deleted
* photographs shredded
* heart broken
* all your promises erased from my mind
As you walk away, please remember … I did not deserve this.
The final straw came in three lines of a skype IM. (nice one)
This might come as a surprise to many but those close to me will know the internal struggle I have fought for the past two years to stay involved with SecondLife. Now after seven and a half years of continual lies and disappointment I no longer have the heart for getting back up again and playing more games with my emotions.
I simply will not fight any longer to try and belong in a world where kindness and honesty is continually trampled upon. So to those that took advantage of a good heart, you win. May you find happiness in your actions.
But to those who have shared my life, enjoyed my conversations and cherish my friendship in-world and here on this blog, may you feel only love and compassion from those around you. Thank you for letting me in and allowing me to get to know the real you. The memories we all created are of an unforgettable journey and will be held dear to my heart for many years to come.
All my best wishes for happiness and love, PB xxxx