On Thursday, my life changed forever.
My darling four-legged baby boy, an Australian kelpie named Jackson, left my arms for the last time.
With eyes closed and nose no longer wet, the epileptic seizures which had become a part of our lives for the past few years, finally took their toll.
There is a heartache to death which no one can heal.
Comforting words do little to soothe the pain of loss and emptiness.
Searching for those big brown eyes so full of love, I look to the door where you always sat.
Fresh tears slide down my cheeks as I struggle to accept there will be no more furry cuddles or wet kisses.
No more banging on my bedroom door at night, or howls for comfort in the early morning light.
I pick up your empty bowl,
My darling boy is really gone.
You have found the peace you deserve
but I am left wishing there was visiting hours at Rainbow Bridge.
Your mummy always; be it here in my memory or there within your heart. xx
No credits for this one tonight. However I would like to express my gratitude to the creators of the HPMD, Happy Mood sim. Within it’s beautiful surrounds I have sought solace and found comfort these past few days.